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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
2:50 am	awesome! Take the quiz: [url=http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=930]How emo are you?[/url] [b]Holy Shit Your Emo[/b] Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser. Take the quiz: "How emo are you?" Holy Shit Your Emo Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser. Cocktail ?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla perhaps one day i will take this test and NOT be a cocktail cus u know that is me, im all about the cock... and tails.... (Comment on this)
2:49 am	awesome! Take the quiz: [url=http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=930]How emo are you?[/url] [b]Holy Shit Your Emo[/b] Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser. Cocktail ?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla perhaps one day i will take this test and NOT be a cocktail cus u know that is me, im all about the cock... and tails.... (Comment on this)
2:47 am	awesome! Take the quiz: "How emo are you?" Holy Shit Your Emo Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser. Cocktail ?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla perhaps one day i will take this test and NOT be a cocktail cus u know that is me, im all about the cock... and tails.... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
11:26 pm	Cocktail ?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
2:14 am	Ok lil drunk, hence the quizes, but they r fun.. You scored as emo. </td> emo 70% Hardcore/Metal Head 70% SKater 50% Poser 40% Prep 30% What steriotype do u fall under created with QuizFarm.com oh god... emo... anthony will kill me. You scored as Finger fuck. Oh! Oh! Oh! yeah! more! </td> Finger fuck 94% Licking body parts (like pecs and abs) 81% Kissing 81% Jerking each other off 81% Blowjobs 69% 69 69% Eat cum 69% Going all the way-fucking 63% Rimming 63% Massages 44% How far would you go when experimenting with a guy? (guys only) created with QuizFarm.com (chuckles) well... You scored as Reicarnation: Other. Mother nature is your name, reincarnation is your game. However this time, you or no longer human but an animal or plant that you care. Maybe your past life was this creature of nature... </td> Reicarnation: Other 81% Reincarnation: Human 81% Heaven 75% Ghost 63% Underworld 38% Where will you go after you die? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as You'll die young. Oh dear, you're probably going to die in a car crash or some sort of drug overdose, or maybe some mix-up with mobsters. Don't blame me, blame the quiz! </td> You'll die young 69% A little bit dead 50% Pushing up the daisies 44% Young, free and not very dead. 31% Almost there... 31% How close are you to dying? (really accurate... honest...) created with QuizFarm.com (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:03 am	Lol You scored as Eating Disorders. Congratulations! You have an eating disorder! You know what it's like to have "fat" eyelids and that there's exactly 58 calories in one medium-sized green apple. Western society has discarded your well-being for sickly, paper-thin models and celebrities; welcome to the club, sister. </td> Eating Disorders 83% Borderline Personality Disorder 50% Unipolar Depression 50% Antisocial Personality Disorder 42% Schizophrenia 33% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 25% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com What the fuck?! 58 calories in an apple. Oh great. Well at least bi Polar is still in there... which is what its always been before... hmmm lol, just ask Sophie about it. You scored as Inhalents. Sniffing chemicals you found under the sink again? Tsk tsk! This will lead you nowhere, and your high will only last a few minutes, or even seconds. You're breathing in toxins which cause deprivation of oxygen to your brain.Did you know you can DIE the first time you try huffing? Go for somethin else, babe. </td> Inhalents 81% Marijuana 75% Cocaine 63% Ecstacy 56% Alcohol 56% None! 50% Mushrooms 50% What's your ideal drug? created with QuizFarm.com Now u see this one is the same... I shud really think of buying some glue, all the signs point towards me loving it :D. Its like poppers.... only cooler. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:36 am	well... Well. I havn't updated here for a while. Basically I quit my broadband server and a coupla weeks later got a new one, and without the everyday-ness of it all i ended up stopping coming here. But now ive had a few drinks and this is my perfect outlet. I gave up on deadjournal cus all my mates on there got past the angry teenage rebellion i hate life stage... oh the joy. Meh, u know that feeling, well its back. the loathsome, self pitying, destructive one. Ohh i'd forgotten the full force of that, and that aint the drink talking. I've felt like this for about 2 weeks... Pretty much after i accepted that Anthony doesn't love me for who i am. Whoot. Despite friends words of advice (I see or hear about u throwing up once more and i will kill you) it aint all roses kiddies. I'm gunna change. And it aint about how i do it really is it? Its about the end results. Man, If Stef, emily, matt and andrea read this and remember its me, it will have been worth it. I know i shud of updated when things were better, but u just dont think do you? I can't even say i feel better (necks the rest of the whisky)... well maybe a little See u round kids. Comment if u want. I feel the need to catch up and retain my 15 year old emo alterior personality (which is making one helluva come back, again blame anthony) Jack xxx Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: Leave You Far Behind - Lunatic Calm (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
11:18 pm	oh my god i am so fucking low. what a cunting comedown (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 12th, 2005
3:10 am	Ho yes You scored as Pride. </td> Pride 88% Envy 88% Sloth 81% Lust 63% Greed 56% Gluttony 44% Wrath 44% Seven deadly sins created with QuizFarm.com Lust is surprisingly low on that one... am i losing my touch? (Comment on this)
3:09 am	Ho yes You scored as Pride. </td> Pride 88% Envy 88% Sloth 81% Lust 63% Greed 56% Gluttony 44% Wrath 44% Seven deadly sins created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
2:18 am	Ahhh man You scored as Borderline Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have BPD! You know how to see things in black and white, desperately cling to unstable relationships and are a master of wrist-banging... rational emotions? Who needs 'em! </td> Borderline Personality Disorder 83% Unipolar Depression 67% Eating Disorders 58% Antisocial Personality Disorder 50% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 42% Schizophrenia 42% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com Miss Carter would love to read this, in fact, if i gave her my entire journal shed have fun trying to figure out if i am actually fucked up, or maybe im just a particulally teenage tennager.... I'd love to let her ry asnd work it out, maybe i AM fucked up, and just dont want to say in class... omg thats me... eep. Now im drunk im so considering giving her the link to my journals... maybe i should... what u think???? ah well Barcelona should be fun., fun and u know what i mean. Current Mood: HOOOO yes Current Music: Silencio... dman parents sleeping (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
7:30 pm	So Very True. You scored as Mindfuck. Congratulations, you scored Mindfuck. You've probably seen a lot of movies, and have grown to hate mainstream shit. You're looking for the movie that will leave you breathless, and with 21 questions to think about. Check out: Donnie Darko, Being John Malkovich, Pulp Fiction, Memento. </td> Artistic 90% Mindfuck 90% Drama/Suspense 70% Sci-Fi/Fantasy 65% Sadistic Humour 60% Romantic Comedy 35% Mindless Action Flick 25% Movie Recommendation. created with QuizFarm.com Wow, surprisingly true. :) All good. Godamn I hate Universtiys. Why can't they just say fucking yes or no without all these godamn interviews and extra fucking work. Its not like i'm guna get in. Do I even want to get in? I dont know if i do anymore? Current Mood: working Current Music: Peace Orchestra - Who Am I? (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
12:01 am	Uber... i think You scored as Inhalents. Sniffing chemicals you found under the sink again? Tsk tsk! This will lead you nowhere, and your high will only last a few minutes, or even seconds. You're breathing in toxins which cause deprivation of oxygen to your brain.Did you know you can DIE the first time you try huffing? Go for somethin else, babe. </td> Inhalents 81% Marijuana 69% Cocaine 63% Ecstacy 63% Alcohol 63% Mushrooms 56% None! 38% What's your ideal drug? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Borderline Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have BPD! You know how to see things in black and white, desperately cling to unstable relationships and are a master of wrist-banging... rational emotions? Who needs 'em! </td> Unipolar Depression 67% Borderline Personality Disorder 67% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 42% Eating Disorders 42% Antisocial Personality Disorder 33% Schizophrenia 33% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
8:42 pm	Who would of thought it.... Who would of thought that the first time in six months that i cut would be because my brother ate my dinner? Who would of thought that so much anger and resentment could of built up in six months to the point where my brother eating my dinner could cause me to flip out so violently? Who would of thought that i could hate him so much that I have banned him from my room, the computer, talking to me, even making eye contact with me because him eating my sweet and sour chicken dinner with egg fried rice could top off all the things I hate about him in to one big fire ball? Who would of thought that i cud be capable of smashing a picture of my deceased pets just so i could get the glass from the picture frame to cut my arms with? Who would of thought that six months of pain and bitterness and godamn willpower would stop me only for me to break at this point? Who would of thought it, eh? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 31st, 2004
8:33 pm	Birthday Boy Well hello chickens, Hows life? Man, just a quick post becasue i feel that i shud. New York was amazing, really fucking cool, i think the not drinking helped, cus i did drink but not lots so i felt really good but yeh, did everything. like empire state building, helicopter rides, meeting celebrities (Sarah Jessica Parker and David Duchovney (oh hell yes)), and much shopping so it was all good. Then birthday was wicked, main present being new york so the actual day was cool just a nice meal with family and laura and the hard rock cafe. Very relaxing. and drinking far too much on friday night. Ow Alecs party rocked, thought that was very nice, and got a lil shout out :D thank you alec. And i shall see you all soon. whoop Tell me no one else has done this drama, love n hugs Jack xxx Current Mood: content (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 9th, 2004
12:58 am	Hell yes! The \\ Last Cigarette: ....now Last Alcoholic Drink: wine... also now Last Car Ride: to the video shop (choices... eeeeeee Brett eeeeeee) Last Kiss: hell... probs beth in subculture unless its pecks Last Good Cry: ... maybe when i was barred a year n 4 months ago or so Last Library Book: Gone with the Wind Last book bought: Blackwood Farm - Anne Rice Last Book Read: Wind in the Willows but that dont count so gone with the wind Last Movie Seen in Theatres: King Arthur Last Movie Rented: 50 first dates and cold mountain Last Cuss Word Uttered: twat i think Last Beverage Drank: wine Last Food Consumed: beans on toast (hell yes) Last Crush: hmmm... yeh, her, B damn drama Last Phone Call: to Flick Last TV Show Watched: Q.I. Last Time Showered: this afternoon Last Shoes Worn: my vans Last CD Played: scissor sisters Last Item Bought: Korn album Last Download: Kasabian - processed beats Last Annoyance: my brother Last Disappointment: not going out 2nite Last Soda Drank: bottle of coke 2 days ago Last Thing Written: aside from this? Psychology notes Last Key Used: front door key Last Words Spoken: heres the dog, goodnight. Last Sleep: last night Last Ice Cream Eaten: good god... no idea Last Chair Sat In: el computer chair Last Webpage Visited: aside from lj... well only kirsty should know that... lol CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 7th, 2004
11:54 pm	again, yes i know but im drunk and who cares. Who's been commenting in your journal? 1 blood_artist 40 comments 33.9% of total 2 gothic_girl 24 comments 20.34% of total 3 amyunderground 17 comments 14.41% of total 4 stirk 13 comments 11.02% of total 5 shoeboxgirly 8 comments 6.78% of total 6 decadent_rose 4 comments 3.39% of total 7 velvetthong 4 comments 3.39% of total 8 Anonymous 2 comments 1.69% of total 9 antireality 2 comments 1.69% of total 10 kthxrawr 1 comments 0.85% of total 11 echo_420 1 comments 0.85% of total 12 commentedcube 1 comments 0.85% of total 13 carcass854 1 comments 0.85% of total These statistics were generated using the LJ Stats Web Interface by mpnolan. Original idea from scrapdog's LJ Comment Stats Wizard. (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 21st, 2004
11:09 pm	hmmm Who's been commenting in your journal? 1 blood_artist 37 comments 33.64% of total 2 gothic_girl 22 comments 20.0% of total 3 amyunderground 17 comments 15.45% of total 4 stirk 13 comments 11.82% of total 5 shoeboxgirly 7 comments 6.36% of total 6 decadent_rose 4 comments 3.64% of total 7 Anonymous 2 comments 1.82% of total 8 antireality 2 comments 1.82% of total 9 velvetthong 2 comments 1.82% of total 10 kthxrawr 1 comments 0.91% of total 11 echo_420 1 comments 0.91% of total 12 commentedcube 1 comments 0.91% of total 13 carcass854 1 comments 0.91% of total These statistics were generated using the LJ Stats Web Interface by mpnolan. Original idea from scrapdog's LJ Comment Stats Wizard. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
11:11 pm	Good god... Right well i think i better explain myself, to myself, and try and make sense of all this. Brothers a nob and i burnt my hand on a shot glass, that looks fun, kinda like a lunar eclipse on my hand but me and mother had a massive fight, and i screamed everything at her, like everything, absoloutly everything you know about me. so now i have an appoitment at the doctors on wednesday morning. -Sighs- maybe it will be a good thing. Shes paying 180 quid for a psychiatrist on Bupa... i wonder what shes going to tell dad. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 10th, 2004
11:37 pm	Sowwy OK I know every done this so its odd and cliche, but i thought i might as well, cus Im that bored. Age: 17 Age you started cutting: 13 Sex: Male Why you started cutting: Dont know i was just angry once, fell out with lots of people and i picked up a compass i do believe, and started Tell me about the first time you cut: It was odd, kinda hurt, but in a good way, and even though no one else knew it made me feel good to see them when i had my shirt sleeve up, or accidentally felt them. How often you cut: It goes in waves, of I will when im really angry, and upset, and usually drunk, then usually a coupla times in the 3 or 4 weeks afterwars, then i stop for a coupla months then it starts again. One deep cut or lots of little scratches: Both, more scratches Are you recieving help?: No. Where you cut most often: Arms, inside of my left usually, less theres lots already there. Tool of choice: hmm, Kitchen knife, half serated, and smooth, sometimes scissors, compass. How many people know: Most of my close friends. Do you lie about cutting: yeh, sometimes, all the time to my rents Do you cry when you cut: No. Does cutting make you feel better: Yes,for a while. Do you want to stop: I want to stop cus i dont like the hassle of my mates, but in myself im content to carry on. Again, sorry for ANOTHER onoe of those posts, but just wanted to, feel like ive completly taken a back seat in the community and watned to get and and talk to people again. x Jack x Current Mood: curious Current Music: hmmm, finishing music to Jurrasic Park III which is on tv. (5 Comments |Comment on this)